Like I mentioned last week, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about this little blog of mine. One of my goals for May was to actively support my blogging friends and I guess that in turn has led me to question my own space on the web. I’ve been assessing everything from blog design to monetization, but the one factor that I keep coming back to: Am I being authentic?
I struggle with the answer. I use this blog as a way to journal the little moments of our everyday life. While I could (and sometimes do!) record the hard times with fussy babies and bickering brothers, I choose instead to focus on the good: the sweet compliment, the success in school, the delicious dinner, the goal checked off the list.
Does this not make me authentic? Does this make me look fake or shallow?
My hope for anyone stumbling upon this space is that they would be inspired to see beauty in the mundane and joy in the monotony. I would hope they would be inspired to push themselves to try something new. This blog portrays just a snippet of my life and while it is far from perfect, it is good.
So with that said, let me re-introduce myself, both for long-time readers and those who may be new around here! An honest look at the writer behind the Big White Farmhouse:
I’m Ashley, a devoted wife to my best friend and a mother to five great children. I know without a doubt that this is the vocation I’ve been made for, but gosh, it is the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
I’ve always loved learning new things. For my third birthday, I even received a backpack full of books and pencils…and I was thrilled! However, until a few years ago, I was a little bit of a stick in the mud who let fear get in the way of trying new things. Reading about something was one thing, but actually doing something new and scary? I’ve been on a personal mission to be brave and get out of my comfort zone since. It’s difficult, but I rarely regret it.
I don’t feel particularly gifted in any one area and will never come to this blog attempting to teach you something. I do put a lot of passion into my attempts, though, and I hope that’s what comes across to you as a reader.
I am an introvert and a homebody. If I’m home for the day, you’ll most likely find me in running clothes. Gift giving is my love language. I am passionate about my small business, but terrified of failing. My baby is almost eight months old and I still have 15 pounds of baby weight to lose. I love setting goals for myself, but sometimes they totally stress me out. I could eat cheeseburgers every single day.
My hope is that if you met me in person, you’d say, “Yep. She’s just as I pictured her from her blog.” And if you know me in real life, you’d say, “Yep. That’s the Ashley I know.” If I can pass that litmus test, I think I’m doing something right. Here’s to living a more authentic life, both on and off of the computer!
P.S. To my readers: Thank you so much for stopping by. You have no idea how much I appreciate you. I’d love to know your thoughts on authenticity. And if you’ve never left a comment before, please introduce yourself! I’d love to get to know you.
