Even though the video is actually an ad, I thought it was really thought-provoking. It makes me wonder: when I’m old and gray and looking back, what will I think of my life? Will I have regrets? Will I think my life was enough?
As I’m sure this blog shows, I’m a go-getter. I’m a doer. I work best with a full plate, fueled by the challenge to juggle all the balls. I tend to reach a comfortable cruising level and suddenly decide to take it up a notch.
And yet.
Unfortunately, what gets me fired up may also be a big source of my discontentment. Every month, I set goals and make lists, causing me to strive for what’s next, what is just beyond my reach. Sometimes I get so caught up in the doing, I totally miss the bigger picture.
So here is my pep talk to myself, as I find the balance between striving for a full life and being satisfied with my life just as it is:
I am enough.
In God’s eyes, I am enough.
My crazy, messy, roller-coaster of ups and downs life is enough.
Maybe here right now is enough too. I have a roof over my head, food in the fridge, and a place to sleep. My kids are happy and healthy and my marriage is good. These things alone are such a blessing and a privilege.
Time to spend more time being and a little less time doing.
A few great links to check out:
+ Mamas, need a big picture reminder? This recent post from Ashley Ann was a good one: A Good Gut Punch
+ I recently watched a documentary called Living on One Dollar. Another good one for putting things in perspective.
+ A great way to help others is through the micro loan program, Kiva loans. I’ve used them for years and highly recommend it. Even $25 can do so much.
